This is a memoir of the author's process defining herself as an artist. She has been creative all her life but somehow the label "artist" alluded her, even though she is an accomplished seamstress, photographer, mosaic artist, and paints in several mediums: rocks, canvas, boards, etc. She has won first place with a painting, an honorable mention with a painting and with photography. She has been a clown for 26 years, has helped create 172 clowns, and has sewn massive wardrobe of clown clothes.