Living a lie, being a wolf in sheep's clothing, putting on a mask. In many religious environments, having doubts or losing faith can have extremely negative consequences. A Mormon Atheist Transition is just one example of the struggles of living as an atheist in a orthodox environment. With emphasis on growing up in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, the author explains the difficulties with cognitive dissonance and living a disingenuous life in the church.